Monday, February 26, 2007

Mumblings

How far are you willing to go for your dream? Will you stay in a place where you know in your heart, you can't pursue your other goals and achievements but be 100% committed to your work? Gosh.. I dunno. I wonder if there is a place where I am paid reasonably good but allows time to rest, or even socialise? to go for your dream, you gotta sacrifice some things to achieve your goals? my mind is boggling now, enduring a fever and worse, all the heat goes to my eyes, and I keep blinking to cool them.. all the things that I always wanted to do usually got problems... hope that I find a way out... Pray to Allah.... ^^
May Allah bless all of us.

another entry...

hey ya! a brand new year, a brand new post. my life changed.
changed to another job, been wanting to start my diploma, got new friends, settled some differences and found myself working quite late, u can say that i leave the school usually around 6.30 pm.
the school ends around 4.45, but after 1 hour debriefing, or some other things to do for the learning studio... curriculum meeting..
Iman Kindergarten. a place where you have to be constantly fast, have the initiative, strong rapport with colleagues and teamwork. my good friend and me usually stayed back quite late to finish the activities for the learning studio for 1st term. why? we are in charge and also change hands on activities according to 2 weeks theme period.
I also got some serious feedbacks, did some serious reflection, changed my pace of working, and i love the kids. The kids love me too, and i learnt how to be strict, but at the same time, be loving at the same time. i also learnt how to make my lessons interesting, but i tell myself, there are some major flaws to improve on immediately. There's a lesson observation conducted by the principal coming soon, and i got to prepare for that. I am still under guidance, but there's some things that I learnt the hard way. that's the life of a early childhood educator, and there's more coming soon..
gosh.. u may have a hectic working life, but you must make time for yourself to have your social life and hang out with your loved ones. my schedule is packed for this week, but i hope to make time for Juliah and friends...